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ouat. princess.
or happy new year depending on where you are in the world!!

This year has been pretty stressful for me, to be honest, but I'm hoping that 2014 will be a lot better. And I hope it ends up being a wonderful year for all of you guys too <33 My new years resolutions are the same as every year; I want to get a job and I want to lose weight. That's basically all I want to do. Oh, and travel somewhere outside of the country.

Now, the fun bit: STATS!! (I'm not even going to lie, this is one of my favourite things about the end of the year.)

1306 episodes of television.
96 films.
10 books.

Most played song: Something I Need - OneRepublic
Most played artist: James Arthur
Most played band: OneRepublic

Most watched shows:

[i&apos;ve watched forty-four different shows this year. help.]

  1. The X Files (134 episodes)

  2. Parks and Recreation (93 episodes)

  3. Parenthood (79 episodes)

  4. Raising Hope (76 episodes)

  5. Cougar Town (74 episodes)

  6. Castle (71 episodes)

  7. Veronica Mars (64 episodes)

  8. New Girl (60 episodes)

  9. Modern Family (59 episodes)

  10. Lie To Me (48 episodes)

  11. House of Lies (36 episodes)

  12. Chicago Fire (34 episodes)

  13. How I Met Your Mother (28 episodes)

  14. Don't Trust the B- in Apartment 23 (27 episodes)

  15. Grey's Anatomy (27 episodes)

  16. Nashville (26 episodes)

  17. Golden Girls (25 episodes)

  18. Criminal Minds (24 episodes)

  19. Elementary (24 episodes)

  20. Once Upon a Time (23 episodes)

  21. Scandal (23 episodes)

  22. The Good Wife (22 episodes)

  23. Rizzoli and Isles (20 episodes)

  24. NCIS (18 episodes)

  25. Suits (15 episodes)

  26. Community (13 episodes)

  27. Hannibal (13 episodes)

  28. Luther (13 episodes)

  29. Orange is the New Black (13 episodes)

  30. Masters of Sex (12 episodes)

  31. Go On (11 episodes)

  32. Sleepy Hollow (11 episodes)

  33. The Fosters (10 episodes)

  34. Agents of Shield (10 episodes)

  35. Orphan Black (10 episodes)

  36. Downton Abbey (9 episodes)

  37. Broadchurch (7 episodes)

  38. Bunheads (7 episodes)

  39. Revolution (7 episodes)

  40. Unforgettable (7 episodes)

  41. Glee (6 episodes)

  42. Heroes (6 episodes)

  43. Sherlock (6 episodes)

  44. Miranda (5 episodes)

  45. Bones (1 episode)

  • 8 of my top 10 watched shows were new to me this year (I'm counting The X Files in this as it was a marathon carried over from last year). The only two which I'd watched previously were Castle and Lie To Me.

  • I watched 16 new shows in 2013.

  • Two of my shows were cancelled: Go On and Bunheads. (FYI, they were both a++++ shows which should never have been taken away.)

  • The X Files is the only show which remained in my top 5 from 2012.

  • 13 of these shows were completely new to me this year. Oops.

My goals for next year:

  • 750 episodes

  • 75 films

  • 15 books

The television goal should be more of a challenge this year, since I don't have time to marathon a bunch of new tv shows whenever I want, but hopefully it will still be achievable. And the same goes the with film goal, to be honest. The majority of the things I watched this year were watched while I was at university, and I had more time on my hands. But we'll see how it goes.

My book goal is much lower than it was last year, but still more than I managed to read this year, so *fingers crossed*, I'll manage 15 books in 2014.

[fandom meme]Fandom Meme

Your main fandom of the year?
Castle. Runners up would be: NCIS, Once Upon a Time, The X Files, Veronica Mars and Orange is the New Black.

Your favourite film you watched this year?
The Heat.

Your favourite book read this year?
Heat Rises.

Your favourite album or song to listen to this year?

Native (OneRepublic)
Pitch Perfect OST
Nashville Soundtrack

Stronger Than Me (Nashville)
No One's Gonna Love You (Band of Horses)
Some Nights (Fun)
My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark (Fall Out Boy)
If I Die Young (Glee)

Your favourite tv show of the year?

Shows that actually aired this year: Orange is the New Black, Elementary, Scandal, Castle, Sleepy Hollow.
Shows that I watched this year: The X Files, Parenthood, Cougar Town, Veronica Mars, House of Lies.

Your best new fandom discovery of the year?
Veronica Mars!! Sleepy Hollow!! Orange is the New Black!!

Your biggest fandom disappointment of the year?
Agents of Shield. I was so excited for that show :( Also NCIS.

Your fandom boyfriend of the year?
Nick Miller, Richard Castle, Fox Mulder.

Your fandom girlfriend of the year?
Regina Mills, Kate Beckett, Veronica Mars, Ziva David, Abbie Mills, Alicia Florrick, Dana Scully, Emma Swan, Julia Stiles, Mellie Grant. (Well that got a little out of hand, oops.)

Your biggest squee moment of the year?

The most missed of your old fandoms?
I rewatched all of Lie To Me which gave me a lot of feelings.

The fandom you haven't tried yet, but want to?
There's not a lot of shows I want to see, but haven't yet. Most of the ones that were on my list, I got through this year.

Your biggest fan anticipations for the coming year?
I NEED ONCE UPON A TIME BACK NOW, MY BAAABIES :''( I'm also really looking forward to the last few HIMYM episodes, but at the same time I don't want it to leave me.

[end of year survey]End of Year Survey

1. Where did you begin 2013?
At home with my mum and grandma.

2. What did you do in 2013 that you'd never done before?
I don't know.

3. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

  • Write more.

  • Actually publish something that I write rather than keeping it to myself.

  • Attend more of my lectures.

  • Do all the reading for my lectures.

  • Loose weight.

  • Be more organised.

So I got most of the things I wanted done :) The only new years resolutions I've made for 2014 is to lose weight and get a job.

4. Were you in school (anytime this year)?
Not school, no. But university.

5. Did anyone close to you give birth?

6. Any new additions to your family?

7. Did anyone close to you die?

8. Did you know anybody who got married?
A few friends from school, but no one I was very close to.

9. What countries did you visit?
France + Wales.

10. How did you earn your money?
Working at the tea bar in the hospital.

11. Where did most of your money go?
It was probably on rent. Then things like graduation, the trip to Paris, Christmas presents.

12. Did you have any encounters with the police?

13. What would you like to have in 2014 that you lacked in 2013?
A full time job.

14. What date(s) from 2013 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
None in particular. Except maybe my birthday.

15. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

16. What was your biggest failure?
I was a little disappointed with my final grade from univeristy.

17. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nothing serious.

18. Where did you go on holidays/vacation?

19. What was the best thing you bought?
I can't think of anything.

20. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Mum, who has been super lovely all year, like always.

21. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My father's.

22. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
My birthday, Veronica Mars, the last ET convention, seeing Lady Gaga, Christmas.

23. Did you move anywhere?

24. Where do you live now?
In a flat with my mum.

25. What song will always remind you of 2013?
Brave - Sara Barellis

26. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer.

27. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Writing. Reading.

28. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Worrying. Arguing. Crying.

29. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent this Christmas with my mum and grandma.

30. What do you want for Christmas?
I wanted some baking equipment and some dvd's.

31. Where are you spending New Year's? and with who?
I'm staying home with my mum and brother.

32. Did you fall in love in 2013?
With fictional characters only.

33. How many one-night stands?
Yeah. None.

34. What was your favorite TV program?
Castle, The X Files, The Good Wife, Cougar Town, Veronica Mars, Orange is the New Black.

35. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes. Someone who I thought was a friend.

36. What was the best book you read?
Heat Rises.

37. What was your greatest musical discovery?
The Civil Wars.

38. What did you want and get?
A job. Well, sort of. It's temporary, but it's something at least.

39. What was your favorite film of this year?
The Heat.

40. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was 21. The weekend before my birthday, I was at the ET convention, and my friends threw me a little surprise party - with cake, balloons and presents. It was really lovely. Then I had a party at university with my friends, with more cake and twenty-one shots, haha. On my actual birthday, I went to see Wicked in London with my family and it was a great day.

41. What would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If I'd gotten a job, I would have been so much happier.

42. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2013?
I wear a lot of layers, because it's really cold.

43. What kept you sane?

44. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Stana Katic. Or Jennifer Lawrence.

45. What concerts/shows did you go to?
The Capital Jingle Bell Ball was the only one I went to.

46. Did you see any live sporting events?

47. What political issue stirred you the most?
The fact that they're trying to change the terms of the student loan repayment (and they didn't even make it all that public, I didn't know until the protest was happening.)

48. What has been your favorite moment?
There have been a lot of good moments. But graduating from university was probably the best moment.

49. What was your best month?

50. Who was the best new person you met?
I haven't really met anyone new. I mean, I've met new people, of course, but no one I've become really close with or who has had a big impact on my life.

51. Who did you miss?
I've really missed my friends from university since I've been home. I don't hear from them as much as I'd thought.

52. Overall, how would you rate this year from 1-10?
It started at maybe a six. But the summer was more like a four. Now it's a seven, I guess.

53. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2013:
It's so important to tell people how much they mean to you. I've been trying to do that a lot more recently.

54. What's something you learned about yourself?
I'm not as bad in social situations as I think. I manage to talk to people okay, while I'm at work, I've managed to have a lot of conversations with people over the phone and I'm getting better at talking to strangers too.

ouat. princess.


It's officially Christmas here!!! And since I'm not likely to be able to get online much after this morning, I wanted to wish you all the best now.
I hope that you guys are having an amazing time today, and that you're able to celebrate with the people you care about the most.

All of you on here are such wonderful people, and you make my time on this website so much fun + are always there to support me when I'm having a tough time, or to flail with me over television shows. This year hasn’t been a great one for me, but this website, and you sweet people are a bright spot in my life. Your presence on my flist makes me so happy. and I am so grateful for each and everyone of you. I genuinely don't know where I would be with out you, so thank you all so much for being in my life ♥♥♥

ouat. princess.
ask me my top 5 _____ of 2013?

This was a meme on Tumblr and I had a lot of fun answering the questions I was given, so I thought I'd share it here as well so I can answer some more. Ask me as many as you'd like!

ouat. princess.

I'm currently taking a break from packing up my room at university. I didn't realise quite how much I had until we started putting it in boxes. It piled up really quickly, but luckily I have a big van to take it all home it tomorrow. So the only problem will be trying to fit it all into my new small bedroom. That should be... fun.

It's an emotional process though. This place has been more of a home to me than anywhere else for the last two years and having to give it up, and to give up the freedom it has allowed me is really upsetting. It feels like I should have longer here. The three years have flown by so fast and I just don't feel like I'm done yet.

I had a lot more to say about my dad, and fandom things and the SDCC panels from the weekend, and I wrote all about that in an entry last night, but when I went to post it, I got the LJ maintenance screen and I lost everything. Sigh. I will get around to writing it up again this weekend, though, because my mum will be working and I'll finally have some time to myself.

I hope you guys are all okay. I have been so bad at keeping up with my flist the past week or so. I have been reading, but I haven't commented a lot. But hopefully I'll have time for that this weekend too :)

ouat. princess.

my thread here

ouat. princess.
The only thing I had seen of the Castle finale was the picture of the[spoiler]swingset, and I'd tried so hard to avoid worrying about the outcome. So I ended up going into this episode with very few expectations and I was so not emotionally prepared for what happened. Not at all prepared.

[castle - spoilers]

  • I wasn't a big fan of the case. It would have been fine for a normal episode, but it didn't feel big enough for a season finale. And I know it's a procedural, but I would have been happy to watch 40 minutes of talking tbh. I wasn't interested in who the killer was, and I feel like more talking is exactly what is needed in this show. (But more on that later.)

  • I'm glad they talked about Paris. I wanted that to be more of an issue after it happened, but it seemed to just all be okay again, so I liked that we got that scene. I don't like Alexis a whole lot, but I do really love Castle's relationship with her, so the little scenes between the two of them, like that, are so great <3

  • I really loved all the talking scenes that we did get. The Beckett/Lanie scene was so wonderful. I wish we got more conversations like that because I love their friendship so much and especially these sorts of moments. It sucks that it doesn't happen more than once or twice a season. And the scene between Beckett and her dad was really good. I always enjoy seeing those two together because he knows her so much better than anyone else and seeing someone call her out on stuff like running away from her relationships is really good.

  • And then Castle's talk with Martha was a++++ I love how well Martha and Jim know their kids and I just want the two of them to force Castle and Beckett to sit down and talk to each other, for once, instead of everyone else.

  • When Ryan told Espo about Jenny's pregnancy :'''')

  • I loved Esposito through this whole episode though. I will never not love his friendship with Beckett.

  • I'm so proud of Beckett for getting the job. At the beginning, when the guy interviewing her seemed to be questioning if she thought she was right for the role, I was legit screaming at my laptop that she's better than anyone else applying for that job. I really do think that she would be great at it, but I don't want her to go? She said that's not where her heart is, and you could see in that interrogation scene how much she loves the 12th. Idk. More than anything I just want her to be happy, whatever that means.

  • Gates is so wonderful :D I never expected to love her as much as I do now.

  • THEN THE LAST SCENE HAPPENED AND FEELINGS. It has taken me all day to properly come to terms with how I'm feeling and I'm still not sure I'm going to be able to put this into words, but let's try it.

  • I don't think that Castle and Beckett should be getting engaged yet. Not until they have talked through all of the things that have been going on between them recently, all the things they talked about to Lanie and Jim and Martha, but not each other. I think they should get all of that out of the way, before they take that step, and then they would be in a better place in their relationship to move forward from.

  • BUT, I think that proposing was very in character for Castle. Castle isn't the most rational person, he so often acts on his emotions and will go after what he wants with everything he has. So this makes sense to me. And the fact that he said 'whatever happens, whatever you decide' <3, he's not giving her an ultimatum and he's showing her that he will be there with her no matter what and I love that so much. He probably (definitely) hasn't chosen the best way to try and show her that, but that is what he's trying to do and there is no way that I could hate that.

  • And I think that this could pave the way for Castle and Beckett to talk about all those things that they have been putting off. I think Beckett will say no, or not yet, and I think then he will ask again (or she will!) later, when they aren't fighting and when things aren't so serious and complicated. And then we'll get the kind of proposal we'd been hoping for.

  • Basically, I think that the proposal is the wrong thing for Castle to do, but the right thing for the story Marlowe is trying to tell. If that makes any sense? Castle has acted rashly, and possibly made a mistake, but he's human, he's scared and he's hurting and it makes sense for him to react like that. But it makes sense. And it's left us with what I think is one of the biggest cliffhangers on the show. (Season one: we knew Castle and Beckett would make up and work together again. Season two: we knew Castle would come back to the precinct. Season three: we knew Beckett would live. Season four: ...we all knew what they were going to do.) This year I'm genuinely curious as to how they two of them are going to move forward, both Beckett on her own and Castle and Beckett as a couple. I don't know what is going to happen, and I love that!

ouat. princess.


II. I've been so busy this last week, so I have a lot to say. But I didn't bring my laptop home (I think I underestimated my reliance on it tbh because it's been hours and I miss it.) so I can't post any pictures. So that will have to wait until I'm back, haha :) But basically, this week has been so much fun. Eternal Twilight was amazing, but it was the last one ever so it was really emotional saying goodbye to everyone. Although I'm sure I'll see most of my close friends from it again. And then there was last night with my university friends, which was so brilliant. And today I travelled home. I stopped in Coventry where my brother is at university and did a little shopping with Nienna (a friend from ET9) and bought a bunch of things I didn't need.

I don't know what we're doing today, well later today. It's supposed to be a surprise I guess. And Sunday I get to go out for a big meal with family and friends which I'm so excited for :D

III. That's basically all I have to say, haha. I would talk about TV but I haven't watched anything so far today (and I watch so many Thursday shows so that's a big chunk of what I would say) and besides, formatting on the LJ app is super annoying. So that can wait too I guess.

I'm going to go and read all your entries, since I have been gone for a couple of days and have gotten way behind on commenting. I hope you all have a great weekend :)

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pitch perfect.

So, yes. New twitter account.

A few of my 'RL' friends found the other one over the summer and I thought about making a new twitter then for more fandom-y things, but figured since I'm pretty close to those girls it wouldn't be a problem. But now it kind of is. Which is why I've made a new account :)

I'll keep using the other one when moaning about university and things and talking to those 'RL' people, but this will be my main account from now so you guys should follow me over there if you want.

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ouat. princess.
i watch the stars from my window sill. <br/>the whole world is moving and i'm standing still.Collapse )